How it became - the great drama
We are like you. We go to work to get the money to survive. We pay the bills and taxes... We get ill, we get cold or are too hot... We are just as imperfect or perfect. Some of us have families some do not. Some are younger, some are older.
For some, Thuban began earlier than for others. That was on an individual basis as those who were ready and willing to know more became the "self-chosen ones" and started their path here with. We in a way all started our paths as individuals but at different development or maturity stage.
As a group, Thuban formed nearing the end of 2009 which also coincided with what we call a Timeline. The formation itself was very spontaneous. None of us knew or expected it to happen. It all happened on the original Project Avalon forum before it was dismantled. The Thuban thread itself was a catalyst in this process but the tension and problems over the forum founders was there before. So Thuban was not the reason for the split up, it just pushed things to a go and at the same time uncovered some masks and showed the true face of many.
It started with a Q&A thread, the content of which was a "know how" from Abraxasinas, which was an encoded name the writer has chosen for himself at that time. The thread itself was accepted with the usual disbelief, reluctance, hate and condemnation one would expect from a human being faced with him/her self, his fears, dogmas and a "threats" that a belief in some sort of reality being in a certain way, the small little world he or she lives in is not what it seems to be.
The Q&A thread with just questions and answers and no slander can be seen HERE.
The "know how" is not a channeled material. The channeler works as a medium between and entity and the source or what some call God. So it is Person-Entity-God. This entity in majority of cases is Astral one (Astral = a dimension filled/polluted by a man made thought). So this makes the information biased and distorted as it goes through the personal memes of the channeler. In this case of "know how" it was not so. It was Person-God. It was a merger of waking conscious, subconscious and super-conscious.
The information was vast and it was hard and strong and heavily metaphysical. The Thuban thread had a very big readership. It was not easy to take in and to process. Some of us took a liking to the information as it was unlike anything we had seen so far and not only that...it felt different. It was not so much about supposed underground bases or who controls the world economy or if there will be a war with Iran or if Saint Germain has a secret room in White House, etc... It was also not about self promotion, claims of insider information or much less asking for donations.
It was about a personal rediscovery of self and looking into your own mirror, mixed with tons of data based on bible scripture decodings including the Gospel of Thomas, the future birth of our planet and of course it was also about anything and everything anyone has chosen to ask....while this was possible.
The most important of it all is that it went beyond the old standard of good and evil and us versus them and it went beyond the proper and acceptable (as enforced by artificial morals), it did not hide behind the self censorship screen of human taboo...it was burning....burning all the falseness of human mind and self importance...it encompassed all.
Like there is mainstream media there also is alternative stream media. There is not much difference....whether you have a news anchor on CNN or a whistleblower in a "truth telling video" it is a person telling a story. At one point the story becomes dull, predictable, repeating itself and going nowhere. It is an inside info from insiders and it starts and stops at the information. Nothing ever moves form that point forward. There is a lot of hype, a lot of predicting, a lot of talking, a lot of warnings, claims, testimonies...a lot of asking for donations and organizing payed events, selling books....but nothing ever does change now does it?
Being on the Project Avalon forum one would think that the members there are familiar with the concept of "things not being as they seem" and opened to new ideas and undiscovered potentials, but it turned out they are mostly just love and light, including the Light Warrior fanatics and those too afraid to share their own voice on the matter.
The thread (it spoke about Dragons of Thuban, Alpha Draconis, higher dimensional physics, the bible, free will, Dragon Law, the Little Serpent, ascension...etc) was at the very early stages quickly shut down by a freshman moderator under the user name of GaiaLove that also banned Abraxasinas. GaiaLove was the "strong hand" Bill Ryan (a co founder) needed and wanted at those "troublesome times". No specific reason was given...other than the thread was balderdash (what later became known to be a view of Bill Ryan and GaiaLove just simply being a henchman)
The thread was later unlocked and Abraxasinas unbanned as one of the old moderators saw no reason in doing that, as there was no violation of forum policy. Thread was basically attacked and provoked from all sides because of its content and it was mostly "Light Warrios" that were out of line by issuing open threats and even more graphic statements of impaling us and so on... Most accusations were based on personal attacks, it was called to be a reptilian thing,we were called to be possessed by demons and also to be a cult and not just that...a sex cult, some claimed they scanned us and saw bad energies, some consulted their Keylontic "science" and other "highly reliable" similar sources....(that no doubt have lots and lots of insider info...all available for just 9.99$...a piece)
The same moderator later, due to the unfortunate misunderstanding, or call it vague interpretation of Mr. Ryan's wants/needs, closed the thread and resigned as a moderator. Bill Ryan later accused Abraxasinas of having a mental illness while at the same time proclaiming himself to be an ego-less man of science, integrity and honor.
Soon after GaiaLove was appointed forum administrator and simply forced a "new forum order" on the members. The locked thread was hidden (later to be made visible but remained locked) and the "Thuban Followers" were all forced to go into some sort of a sub-froum community group (underground hole that most can not see or even find) and than later that too was removed because the topic of sexuality and Red Robes of Vatican was too much for the new forum order.
People speaking their own minds (among them many senior members and old moderators) were misted (a forum member status preventing them to post) from which the forum named Mists Of Avalon was created. The "Thuban Followers" (those who liked it) also went and created their own platforms. This site is one of them. The rest you can find via Data Links (green box at the top right).
The old Project Avalon was then soon closed and a new one was created also symbolizing an official split of Bill Ryan and Kerry Cassidy (despite all the pretenses before and after of how they respect each other and a lot of other empty talk like that).
Before GaiaLove the forum was run by its members and some dedicated volunteer moderators who invested a lot of their time into it...to be later given an empty "thank you" and some more empty praises accompanied by love and light talk from its founders (Bill Ryan and Kerry Cassidy) before being thrown away and replaced with more "suitable candidates"....after Bill and Kerry themselves showed how much they do "love, trust and respect" each other.
That was when in the middle of all the drama the forum itself was temporarily shut down by Kerry Cassidy, which was described by old moderators as a person that did not care much about the forum (neither did Bill) but just came around from time to time to "bark orders".
At that time Kerry stated she is pro free speech (what she later failed to show on her own forum), that Thuban should be allowed to have a voice and that Bill was endangering PC by violation copyrights by adding non copy righted music to the beginning of one of their interview videos.
The below are five pictures of the web chat (hosted at the time by GaiaLove) on which Bill Ryan said more than in all of his videos. Later Kerry also made an appearance but was less talkative yet she did not dissapoint when it came to putting Bill down. Click on the picture to see them in larger size (a new window will open)
The old Avalon forum used to be free to view but pay to post. The pay fee was ridiculously small and was there mostly to prevent trolling and spam. It was also a bit dead. Than at one point the pay to post was removed and anyone and everyone could post. This brought in a lot of new members...and the forum came to life...a lot more life as anyone could post.
And yes, GaiaLove is the same person that was administrator on the new Project Avalon forum and was later accused of endangering the forum security and reading private messages of its members and "improper" handling of some users. It is suspected from our (Thuban) side this was going on even before that on the old Avalon forum. Bill Ryan (the man of "impeccable integrity") than in all his love and light denounced GaiaLove (known as user Richard on new forum). Richard then went and created his own forum - Nexus 2012.
For some, Thuban began earlier than for others. That was on an individual basis as those who were ready and willing to know more became the "self-chosen ones" and started their path here with. We in a way all started our paths as individuals but at different development or maturity stage.
As a group, Thuban formed nearing the end of 2009 which also coincided with what we call a Timeline. The formation itself was very spontaneous. None of us knew or expected it to happen. It all happened on the original Project Avalon forum before it was dismantled. The Thuban thread itself was a catalyst in this process but the tension and problems over the forum founders was there before. So Thuban was not the reason for the split up, it just pushed things to a go and at the same time uncovered some masks and showed the true face of many.
It started with a Q&A thread, the content of which was a "know how" from Abraxasinas, which was an encoded name the writer has chosen for himself at that time. The thread itself was accepted with the usual disbelief, reluctance, hate and condemnation one would expect from a human being faced with him/her self, his fears, dogmas and a "threats" that a belief in some sort of reality being in a certain way, the small little world he or she lives in is not what it seems to be.
The Q&A thread with just questions and answers and no slander can be seen HERE.
The Start
The "know how" is not a channeled material. The channeler works as a medium between and entity and the source or what some call God. So it is Person-Entity-God. This entity in majority of cases is Astral one (Astral = a dimension filled/polluted by a man made thought). So this makes the information biased and distorted as it goes through the personal memes of the channeler. In this case of "know how" it was not so. It was Person-God. It was a merger of waking conscious, subconscious and super-conscious.
The information was vast and it was hard and strong and heavily metaphysical. The Thuban thread had a very big readership. It was not easy to take in and to process. Some of us took a liking to the information as it was unlike anything we had seen so far and not only that...it felt different. It was not so much about supposed underground bases or who controls the world economy or if there will be a war with Iran or if Saint Germain has a secret room in White House, etc... It was also not about self promotion, claims of insider information or much less asking for donations.
It was about a personal rediscovery of self and looking into your own mirror, mixed with tons of data based on bible scripture decodings including the Gospel of Thomas, the future birth of our planet and of course it was also about anything and everything anyone has chosen to ask....while this was possible.
The most important of it all is that it went beyond the old standard of good and evil and us versus them and it went beyond the proper and acceptable (as enforced by artificial morals), it did not hide behind the self censorship screen of human taboo...it was burning....burning all the falseness of human mind and self importance...it encompassed all.
The Complication
Like there is mainstream media there also is alternative stream media. There is not much difference....whether you have a news anchor on CNN or a whistleblower in a "truth telling video" it is a person telling a story. At one point the story becomes dull, predictable, repeating itself and going nowhere. It is an inside info from insiders and it starts and stops at the information. Nothing ever moves form that point forward. There is a lot of hype, a lot of predicting, a lot of talking, a lot of warnings, claims, testimonies...a lot of asking for donations and organizing payed events, selling books....but nothing ever does change now does it?
Being on the Project Avalon forum one would think that the members there are familiar with the concept of "things not being as they seem" and opened to new ideas and undiscovered potentials, but it turned out they are mostly just love and light, including the Light Warrior fanatics and those too afraid to share their own voice on the matter.
The thread (it spoke about Dragons of Thuban, Alpha Draconis, higher dimensional physics, the bible, free will, Dragon Law, the Little Serpent, ascension...etc) was at the very early stages quickly shut down by a freshman moderator under the user name of GaiaLove that also banned Abraxasinas. GaiaLove was the "strong hand" Bill Ryan (a co founder) needed and wanted at those "troublesome times". No specific reason was given...other than the thread was balderdash (what later became known to be a view of Bill Ryan and GaiaLove just simply being a henchman)
The thread was later unlocked and Abraxasinas unbanned as one of the old moderators saw no reason in doing that, as there was no violation of forum policy. Thread was basically attacked and provoked from all sides because of its content and it was mostly "Light Warrios" that were out of line by issuing open threats and even more graphic statements of impaling us and so on... Most accusations were based on personal attacks, it was called to be a reptilian thing,we were called to be possessed by demons and also to be a cult and not just that...a sex cult, some claimed they scanned us and saw bad energies, some consulted their Keylontic "science" and other "highly reliable" similar sources....(that no doubt have lots and lots of insider info...all available for just 9.99$...a piece)
The same moderator later, due to the unfortunate misunderstanding, or call it vague interpretation of Mr. Ryan's wants/needs, closed the thread and resigned as a moderator. Bill Ryan later accused Abraxasinas of having a mental illness while at the same time proclaiming himself to be an ego-less man of science, integrity and honor.
The End
Soon after GaiaLove was appointed forum administrator and simply forced a "new forum order" on the members. The locked thread was hidden (later to be made visible but remained locked) and the "Thuban Followers" were all forced to go into some sort of a sub-froum community group (underground hole that most can not see or even find) and than later that too was removed because the topic of sexuality and Red Robes of Vatican was too much for the new forum order.
People speaking their own minds (among them many senior members and old moderators) were misted (a forum member status preventing them to post) from which the forum named Mists Of Avalon was created. The "Thuban Followers" (those who liked it) also went and created their own platforms. This site is one of them. The rest you can find via Data Links (green box at the top right).
The old Project Avalon was then soon closed and a new one was created also symbolizing an official split of Bill Ryan and Kerry Cassidy (despite all the pretenses before and after of how they respect each other and a lot of other empty talk like that).
The "Insider Information"
Before GaiaLove the forum was run by its members and some dedicated volunteer moderators who invested a lot of their time into it...to be later given an empty "thank you" and some more empty praises accompanied by love and light talk from its founders (Bill Ryan and Kerry Cassidy) before being thrown away and replaced with more "suitable candidates"....after Bill and Kerry themselves showed how much they do "love, trust and respect" each other.
That was when in the middle of all the drama the forum itself was temporarily shut down by Kerry Cassidy, which was described by old moderators as a person that did not care much about the forum (neither did Bill) but just came around from time to time to "bark orders".
At that time Kerry stated she is pro free speech (what she later failed to show on her own forum), that Thuban should be allowed to have a voice and that Bill was endangering PC by violation copyrights by adding non copy righted music to the beginning of one of their interview videos.
The below are five pictures of the web chat (hosted at the time by GaiaLove) on which Bill Ryan said more than in all of his videos. Later Kerry also made an appearance but was less talkative yet she did not dissapoint when it came to putting Bill down. Click on the picture to see them in larger size (a new window will open)
The old Avalon forum used to be free to view but pay to post. The pay fee was ridiculously small and was there mostly to prevent trolling and spam. It was also a bit dead. Than at one point the pay to post was removed and anyone and everyone could post. This brought in a lot of new members...and the forum came to life...a lot more life as anyone could post.
And yes, GaiaLove is the same person that was administrator on the new Project Avalon forum and was later accused of endangering the forum security and reading private messages of its members and "improper" handling of some users. It is suspected from our (Thuban) side this was going on even before that on the old Avalon forum. Bill Ryan (the man of "impeccable integrity") than in all his love and light denounced GaiaLove (known as user Richard on new forum). Richard then went and created his own forum - Nexus 2012.